Father You Broke my Heart Before a Boy Could…

Father You Broke my Heart Before a Boy Could… 

Father you never loved me enough to let me believe

You broke my heart before a boy could…

I always looked for you, when it was your time to return from office

I could still never find your love for me, my brother got it though.

I always cared when you were sick, but you could only see everything my brother never did…

I always imagined you to touch my forehead and show me that you care,

While you only showed your hate and your actions said you will never be there. 

I wished I were a boy, I could get the love from you that I deserved being your child.

You hated me every moment when I tried to become the son of your family,

And left me crying and craving for your attention, love and respect once… Just once…

You always told me, they will use you and mold you;

They will hit you and break you…

This world is not a good place, you will never find true people out there.

But I could never find truth in you father, I could never find the dad in you.

Before anyone could put me down, I found you tearing my spirit,

Before anyone could break me down, I found you hammering my courage,

Before anyone else could hurt me, I see its you father… It’s you who hurt me,

I wrote something that I never should;

You broke my heart before a boy could…